GREY'S-ANATOMY-1蕾第一季独白整理 实习医生格 101. A: the game, they say a person either has what it takes to play or they don't. My mother was one of the greats.Me, on the other hand, I’m kind of screwed.（这场竞赛，参加的人要么是有本事，要么什么都没有。我妈妈曾是其中的佼佼者，而我呢，就有些惨了） B: I can't think of any one reason why I want to be a surgeon. But I can think of 1000 reason why I should quit. They make it hard on purpose. There are lives in our hands.There comes a moment when it's more than just a game. And you either take that step forward or turn around and walk away. I could quit, but here's the thing, I love the playing field.（我想不出任何我要做医生的理由，但是我能想出一千个不做医生的理由。每个决定都如此艰难。生死在我们手中，到了某个关头就不再只是竞赛。你要不跨出那一步，要么转身离开。我可以退出，可现状是，我爱这片竞技场。）102. A: It’s all about lines. The finish line at the residency. Waiting the line for a chance at the operating table. And then there's the most important line. The line separating you from the people you work with. It doesn't help to get too familiar to make friends. You need boundaries between you and the rest of the world. Other people are too messy. It's all about lines. Drawing lines in the sand and praying like hell no one crosses them.（一切都关于“线”。实习结束时的重点线，排成直线等待进手术室的机会，还有最重要的一条线，一条分隔你和同事的三八线。关系太好是没有帮助的，交朋友也是。你需要分界线让自己远离尘世。其他人太过于复杂。一切都关于线。在沙滩上画几条线，拼命祈祷没人能穿越它们。）B: At some point, you have to make a decision. Boundaries don't keep other people out. They fence you in. Life is messy. That's how we're made. You can waste your life drawing lines, or you can live your life crossing them. But there are some lines that are way too dangerous to cross. Here's what I know, if you're willing to take the chance, the view from the other side is spectacular.（某些时刻，你必须作出决定，界限并没有把他人拒之门外，却把你困住了。生活一团糟。这就是我们所做的。你可以吧人生浪费在划定界限上，或者，跨越他们，好好生活。但是有些界限，跨越他们实在是太危险了。我知道的是，如果你愿意碰碰运气，“线”另一边的风景令人惊叹。） 103. A: We live out our lives on the surgical unit. Seven days a week, 14 hours a day. We’re together more than we are apart. After a while, the ways of residency become the ways of life. No.1 ，always keep score. No.2 do whatever you can to outsmart the other guy. No.3 don’t make friends with the enemy. (我们的生活几乎都在医院里。一周七天，一天14小时。我们之间聚多离少。不久之后，实习之道变成了生活之道。第一，时刻都在竞争。第二，尽你所能去超越他人。第三，不要和你的敌人成为朋友。
B: Maybe we’re wired that way, because without it, I don’t know, maybe we just wouldn’t feel real. What’s that saying? “Why do I keep hitting myself with a hammer? Because it feels so good when I stop.”（也许痛苦让我们沉迷，不知道是不是因为没有痛苦。我们就会感到不真实。那句话怎么说来着？“为什么我要一直用榔头砸自己呢？因为停下来的时候感觉太好了。） 108. A: You know how when you were a little kid and you believed in fairy tales? That fantasy of what your life would be, white dress, prince charming, who’s carry you away to a castle on a hill. You’d lie in bed at night and close your eyes, and you had complete and utter faith, Santa Claus, the tooth fairy, prince charming. They were so close, you could taste them. But eventually you grow up. One day, you open your eyes, and the fairy tale disappears. Most people turn to the things and people they can trust. But the thing is, it’s hard to let go of that fairy tale entirely. Cause almost everyone still has that smallest bit of hope, of faith that one day they’ll open their eyes, and it will come true.（你知道当你还是个孩子的时候，你有多相信童话吗？那些对未来生活的美好幻想，一袭白色长裙，被白马王子载着去山上的城堡。你晚上躺在床上，闭上眼睛，坚定不移地相信着。圣诞老人，小牙仙，白马王子，他们近在咫尺，触手可及。但你最终会长大。某天你睁开双眼，童话就消失不见了。大多数人向信赖的人或事物求助，但问题是，很难完全放弃对童话的执念。因为几乎所有人都还心存一线希望，一丝信念，相信自己某天睁开眼睛，童话会变成现实。） B: At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing. It turns up when you don’t really expect it. It’s like one day you realize that the fairy tale may be slightly different than you dreamed. The castle, well, it may not be a castle. And it’s not so important that it’s happy ever after. Just that it’s happy right now. See, once in a while, once in a blue moon, people will surprise you. And once in a while, people may even take your breath away.（说到底，信念是个有趣的东西。你毫无希望时它悄然而至，就像是有一天你意识到童话，也许和你梦想的略有出入。城堡也许并不是个城堡，幸福快乐到永远并不那么重要。只有当下幸福就好。看吧，有时候，也许千载难逢，人们会给你惊喜。而有时候，人们会让你惊喜到窒息。） 109. A: Secrets can’t tide in science. Medicine has a way of exposing the lies. Within the walls of the hospital, the truth is stripped bare. How we keep our secret outside the hospital? Well, that’s a little different. One thing is certain, whatever it is we’re trying to hide, we’re never ready for that moment when the truth gets naked. That’s the problem with secrets. Like misery, they love company. They pile up and up until they take over everything. Until you don’t have room for anything else, until you’re so full of secrets, you feel like you’re going to burst.（秘密在科学之下无处遁形。医学上有一套揭示谎言的方法。在医院的围墙内，真相被赤裸裸地暴露出来。如何在医院外保守秘密那就是另一码事了。有一件事是肯定的，不管我们试着隐藏什么，我们从未准备好面对真相大白的那一刻。这就是秘密带来的烦恼。类似不幸之事，向来祸不单行。秘密不断累积，直到危及一切。直到你无暇顾及其他事情，直到你隐藏了太多秘密，觉得自己都要爆炸了。）
B: The thing people forget is how good it can feel when you finally set secrets free. Whether good or bad, at least they’re out in the open, like it or not. And once your secrets are out in the open, you don’t have to hide behind them anymore. The problem with secrets is even when you think you’re in control, you are not.（人们常常会忘记卸下心中秘密之后那如释重负的感觉。无论秘密是好是坏，只是可以大白于天下，不管你喜不喜欢。一旦你的秘密大白于世，你就不用向任何人隐瞒。心怀秘密的麻烦就在于，即便你认为自己已经掌控一切，其实不然。）
